My minds been too busy to be able to come on here and get distracted by all of the pretty pictures and posts from everyone. Lately I’ve been thinking more and more about coming out to my other family - grandparents, aunts, uncles, etc. But I’m not sure how it will go over and it worries me. You see, I’m close with my Grandmother (Mom’s mom), but due to her being an older generation, she’s very old school. She freaked out when me and my brother dyed our hair. So, how will she react when I tell her that I’m a lesbian?
When I was at an Auction that I go to every year, with my aunts and such, my brother almost said something about my sexuality; Just talking, and my mom shushed him. I felt really embarrassed. Like my mother was ashamed of me or something. Which I don’t understand considering how okay she was when I came out to her last year - she’s the laid back one out of my parents.
After coming out, and my parents being basically okay with it, besides a bit of sadness from my father, I felt really comfortable in my skin and with my sexuality. My friends were all fine with it, and they were all happy that I didn’t get kicked out, and etc. But after this situation the other day, I’m not sure how happy I feel about it anymore. :/
