Well my brother, parents, and my brothers girlfriend are the only people in my family that know that I’m gay. And well, my brother and his girlfriend were going to take me to a gay 18+ club tonight, but we ended up not going and when I was at this family thing, my cousin Shawn was there and he goes “so, Craig was going to take you to 313 (the club)” and i said yes and he goes “you know what it is right?” and i felt really bad. Like my cousin doesnt know that I’m gay. And I really want to tell the rest of my family. But they aren’t the “open” kinds of people.

    Like my grandma freaked out when I put that I was married to one of my friends on Facebook. And I explained that she was just one of my friends. And my grandma was like “I don’t understand why kids do that.” And she got all mad. And I just don’t know what to do.

I’m in a depressed mood. And I don’t know what to do. I just want to cry.