missallo asked "I know what you mean about hating people with significant others. More specifically, I hate people who are happy with their SO's. Because no matter how hard I try (and believe me, I'm trying) I can't be happy with a guy. I've come out to my family as bi, because I have found guys attractive. And so, to make my family comfortable with the idea, I started dating a boy. And I see how happy he is, but it just feels wrong to me, like I'm trying to put a shoe on the wrong foot. know what I mean?"
Yeah. I know exactly what you mean. Truthfully, I’ve known I was gay since about 8th grade. All my friends had boyfriends and I just wasn’t into them. Then high school hit, and to fit in, I got a boyfriend. And it was nice. But I didn’t “like” them. I just felt like I was pretending or putting on a mask. Although, now that I’ve been out to my family, it just makes me feel more lonely? If that makes sense. And of course, I just have to live in the middle of nowhere - where there aren’t any LGBT support groups. Well, there is. But I don’t want to go alone. :/
