Can’t guys comprehend that I am a LESBIAN and don’t want sexy time/ a relationship with them?!
I LOVE VAGINAS AND BOOBS.
NO PENIS’S ACCEPTED.
I heart boobs. ;)
<3
I want to be able to believe in love again. But I don’t know if I can.
Bought a new shirt at Spencer’s today;
Went up to the lady and asked her if she had any “gay” shirts. She laughed and said they only had 1 kind left. So I got it. :)
The shirt’s white with a rainbow background and it says, “Yes, I am. And no you can’t watch.”
BOO-YAH. <3
I’m Jess. 19. New England area. Lesbian. I’d love to get to know you. :)
Funny story, bro.
I went to the mall with my friend Becky, and I was wearing my shirt that says, “I’m not a lesbian, but my girlfriend is.” We went to the Dunkin Donuts in the food court, and this older guy came up to me and asked if he could read my shirt. So he did, and he laughed and said, “They should make that for guys too. Guys can be lesbians.”
I just thought this was the most funniest thing. When he originally read my shirt, I thought he was going to say something nasty to me. He looked like he was older than my Grandpa.
People make my very depressed days slightly brighter. <3
So, I’m quitting college..
Not by choice. But because it’s too hard with money. Financial Aid got withdrawn, and I’m working 16 hours a week, at $7.25 an hour. My parents won’t help me pay. Then again, they don’t really have the money either. School is just too expensive. Some days I just wish I had rich grandparents. But I’m in the awesome lower class. It’s fun, right?
On top of that, my brother and his pregnant girlfriend broke up. She was 2 months pregnant. I guess she’s decided to have an abortion. So much for me getting excited I was going to be an aunt and a God-Mother. God, I was so excited.
And as I sit here, feeling sorry for myself and crying, I’m listening to Pink’s, “Perfect”. This song has a big tendency of making me cry harder. But I can’t help it. It’s what I listen to on repeat when I’m depressed. And on top of that, my dad is still making rude and snide comments about me being a lesbian. I just don’t understand. He told me that he was okay with who I am. And then all of a sudden, he’s making these comments to my face about how gay marriage is gross and wrong. Why would he say them to my face? Like I don’t feel horrible already by the comments and things that get said to me outside of the house.
The really funny thing is, I haven’t come out to my therapist. I always go in, saying that I’m going to, but I never end up doing it. I guess Tumblr and my followers are the only people I really can, truly trust with all of my secrets and thoughts. <3
